Zoe’s Big Day

Big day for my little girl yesterday.  I took a half day (figured it was fine since I worked all weekend at a trade show downtown…three 15-hours days in a row suck, but at least that last one was capped by an awesome U2 concert!) and we did our thing.

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STL – CHI – NYC

So much going on these days, and hardly time to document it all!  I’ve been shooting a ton, which makes me happy happy.  I am slowly getting over my “it’s not really photography with an iPhone” hang-up, which is another one of my purely self-inflicted notions.  I see all the wonderful images continually posted on Instagram, and I consider that photography, so why not my own?  Still, clutching the Nikon for three days straight in Arkansas did me a world of good.

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My muse

It has been far too long since I’ve studied my muse through a lens.  Don’t get me wrong…I photograph her nearly every day, at least with the iPhone.  I just haven’t been fully engaged lately.  (Which ya’all have been reading me whine about.)  (I apologize for that.  I sincerely do.)  Most of my iPhone snaps of her are grab shots around her school.  Lots of posed mugs to send to her daddy.  She knows the routine now, which is to stand here, here, or here, and smile.  It’s not good for either of us, now that I think about it. Completely the wrong way to capture her effervescence. 
Well, I’m back.  I finally feel like me again.  At first I could hear the whispers.  Then they grew louder.  I wandered into the darkroom the other night, loaded images from the Nikon to the iMac from over a month ago, started some music, and took a look.
And just like that: home.  My writing came back.  My desire to look for images everywhere.  My joy.

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